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October 7, 2016 In Moving to Cali By Tammy McMullen

Inquiring minds…they want to know!

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It’s true right? We have questions when people make a major life change. We want to know why in the world they would do something like that. Have they lost their minds? Are they having a mid life crisis? Are they running away from something? They just think the grass is greener on the other side right?

I think we may have had all of those things, and a few more, said to us before we moved.

People had a hard time understanding why we would move. Throw in the fact that we were moving to Southern California, and oh me oh my, the things that people said! Some days I had to make sure that I wasn’t using the wrong words and telling people that we were moving to a terrorist country by the way they reacted. If I am being honest, there were a lot of hurt feelings before we moved, but I will save that for a later post.

So, now that we have been in SoCal for a few months, I thought it might be interesting to answer some of the most popular questions we were asked, or comment on some of the things people told us we were going to experience..

Inquiring minds…here you go:

You know how expensive it is to live there right?

This had to be the statement we heard the most. I think it may have come out of everyone’s mouth when we told them (ok, that may be an exaggeration but it sure felt like everyone). Well, is it true? Is it really that expensive to live in SoCal? If all you are looking at is housing, then yes, yes it is. The prices of homes here are ridiculous, I call them “stupid expensive.” The problem…there are people here who can afford homes at that price, actually they can pay cash for those homes. In case you were wondering…no, that would not be me or most of the people I know here 🙂 So, yes the price to buy or rent a home is very expensive. Other than that though I have not seen a real difference between here and Granger, Indiana. I spend the same amount on groceries and have actually found that some things are less expensive here. Our utilities here are much less expensive than they were in Granger. Part of that is due to only running the air for about 2 weeks total this summer (gotta love the hot days, cool nights and no humidity…that is SoCal). From what I have heard you really don’t have to run your heat much in the winter either. I can’t tell you how happy that makes me…it is one of the many reasons I am good with living here!! Eating out tends to run about the same too. Now I don’t eat at the high end restaurants, and really have no desire to, so I’m sure you could spend a lot more there. Gas for your car is also a tad more expensive but to be honest, nothing like I was expecting. So if you take housing out of the equation (yes I know you can’t really do that unless you plan to live on the beach, which by the way I might be ok with) it really isn’t that different. Keep in mind you make more money here for the same job than you do other places (I think mostly so that you can afford to have a roof over your head…again stupid expensive housing), so that does help equal things out.

Traffic…you know you will be sitting in traffic for hours right?

Yes, there is more traffic. I guess that is what happens when you live with 3 million other people. Yes, it does take me longer to get some places. No, you don’t want to be on the 5 or 405 at certain times of the day. Truth is, you don’t live with that many people and not have traffic. But since they know that, most every road you drive on here is at least 3 lanes and the speed limit is 55 just about everywhere. I still find it hard to drive that fast in some areas. It just feels too fast to this Midwestern girl! The beautiful thing though is that Irvine is a planned community. What does that mean? It means that they plan ahead so that everything you need is within reach. Tyler’s school is right across the street from us, he either walks or rides his bike to school everyday. The girls HS is 10 minutes away and they are technically not at their neighborhood HS, if they were it would be about 5 minutes away. Within 5 minutes from us, we have a grocery store, gas station, Trader Joes, HomeGoods, Home Depot, Kohl’s, banks, restaurants, soccer fields, post office, etc. Just about anything we need! So yes, there is more traffic, yes you do have to plan more time to get some places but overall it isn’t as big of a deal as I expected it to be!

You know people there are just rude/mean/fake/catty
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Oh and I would never want to raise a family there! Those were just a few of the things that I was told about people here in CA. I was telling a friend that I met here what people had said to me, and she couldn’t believe that people actually felt that way about Californians. I had to laugh, because she is a native Californian and just couldn’t understand it. I told her I thought that probably came from the TV shows that people watch and that this area gets lumped in with LA and all the craziness that exists in the Hollywood scene. What I have found is people are people…all made in the image of God! Sure we have our differences, but you find those differences every where you go. I have met some of the nicest people here in CA, people who took it upon themselves to talk to me, invite me to coffee, invite my family over for a BBQ, etc. Now in the name of honesty I have had a run in with someone who wasn’t so encouraging, but I just smiled and let her speak her peace – deciding that it wasn’t worth my time or energy (though don’t get me wrong I had all sorts of things I wanted to say to her :)). But here is the thing, I had those same kind of run-ins with people in Granger. Midwesterners have this idea that people in California are catty and uppity, but again, there are those same types in the good ole Midwest. The biggest difference I’ve seen with people here are cultural differences. There are so many nationalities represented in Irvine. At times that can be intimidating, because I don’t feel like I have anything in common with them. But I have decided that a simple smile speaks a thousand words, and can go a long way. I take it upon myself to make eye contact with as many people as I can each day and make sure that I give them the biggest smile. I hope that smile communicates I’m glad to see them, and that I am grateful that God has given us this world to share.

I could continue this list but I am sure most of you have stopped reading by now 🙂 Here is what I have come to believe:

People are scared of change and the things they know nothing about.

It is much easier for most of us to live in our comfortable little bubble and assume we know how the rest of the world lives. Yep, that used to be me too. But here is what I have come to understand – God created it all! He made us and different parts of the country different for a reason, and thank goodness he did (have you seen the majesty of the mountains or the vastness of the ocean?). So, I am choosing to open my mind and heart and not be scared of differences. Instead, I’m trying to embrace it and teach my children that change is not something to be feared, but to be embraced.

So there you have it inquiring minds…now you know! Feel free to resume life as normal, or come visit me and check out SoCal for yourself. Be careful though, you might just fall in love!

September 12, 2016 In Moving to Cali By Tammy McMullen

Is it summer or just a vacation?

How is it September already? I know we say this every summer, but really, where did the summer go? I know summer is kind of a loose term here in Cali since we don’t get winter like most of us think of winter, but the kids are back in school so summer is, as we like to think of it, now over!

It was an interesting summer for us to say the least. From the moment we left IN it just kind of felt like a vacation. We expected our drive out here would feel like that, but that “feeling” didn’t really go away once we got to CA. Now don’t get me wrong, I have had several moments where it didn’t feel like vacation at all. Say for instance, arriving in a new state where you know a total of 5 people (and one of those 5 was a toddler, an adorable one, but a toddler nonetheless) and then your husband leaves for a work trip for 5 days. You are the one who gets to make sure the truck carrying all of our belongings gets to a house that is so new it barely shows up on Google Maps! Then there is the unloading and unpacking so you can feel some sort of normalcy – even if that “normalcy” is sleeping on mattresses on the floor for 4 nights. Then add in that you don’t know how to get anywhere and there are all sorts of things to be bought. Oh and throw in the fact that our neighborhood is new and there are new houses going up everyday, so they gate off the back entrance into the neighborhood at night, and that’s the way your GPS always wants to take you! The kids just reminded me that I had a moment that first week where I tried to get in that back way at night and couldn’t so had to turn around and hope and pray that Google maps would re-route me the right way (which of course it did and my mini panic attack subsided :))!

All I can say is thank goodness I had my 3 kids to help those first few days. They completely unpacked the entire kitchen for me. Yep, they were rock stars.

Even though that week was a tad stressful, it still at times felt like a vacation. We were eating out a lot and buying many new things, oh and also having dessert on a regular basis (the McMullens’ do love their dessert). I had to keep reminding the kids that we weren’t on vacation – that this was just a stage in the process, and as soon as life got settled it would be back to normal.

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Well, that didn’t really happen! There were too many new things to experience here. It was summer after all so “why not” was my motto. Our summer adventures were pretty amazing. We hit the beach and the pool often, Ty paddle-boarded and learned to surf, we went to Sea World with my family, spent an afternoon in La Jolla (pretty sure this is my favorite Cali spot so far). We went to the Surfing and Skateboarding competition on Huntington Beach, watched some beach volleyball Olympians play on Long Beach, and did something the kids have been begging to do for quite awhile…Universal Studios (pretty sure that day went down as one of their faves of the summer)!! We also traveled back to Utah for a family reunion. We got to spend time with family that we hadn’t seen in years and it was SO much fun!

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But even doing all of those things, we still had a lot of down time. The kids hadn’t really met anyone yet, so I became their entertainment…every day! Now, don’t get me wrong, I love my kids and love spending time with them, but the question of the day (every single day, and I’m not exaggerating) was “what are we going to do today?” Soon that question became very annoying. I have never been a parent that feels like I need to entertain my children, but then I also felt badly because I knew they had no one else but their family. But we made it through, and we all still want to spend time together so I guess that is a good sign 🙂

Even though we had moments of sadness and nothing really felt normal, I am pretty sure this summer will go down as the summer that felt like a 2 month vacation…and you know what? I am perfectly fine with that!

August 19, 2016 In Moving to Cali By Tammy McMullen

Ditch your beach vacation- like now!!

As I said in my last blog post we decided to turn our drive out to Cali into a mini vacation and see all sorts of things along the way. We knew we might need that time together as a family, to reconnect and remember what it was like to be a family of 5 again, and boy were we right! It felt so good to be together, even if we were stuck in a packed car where you could barely move 🙂

What a trip it was! I have to give a HUGE shoutout to my husband, as he plotted and planned the whole thing out! We asked the kids as we were planning it what they had to see and they all said the Grand Canyon hands down, so we planned our trip out around that, but man did we see so many other things.

We took 6 days to drive from IN to CA. Our first day was driving from IN to SD. We didn’t leave till 4:30pm and had 9+ hours of driving ahead of us – but it was a must do so that we could get all of our other stops in.

We did A LOT of driving, a lot of sight seeing and not a whole lot of sleeping (we lived off my mantra, “you can sleep when you die”). Here are the amazing things we saw/did:

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The Badlands: We decided last minute to stop and it ended up being one of our family faves

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Mt. Rushmore: Very cool!

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Crazy Horse: This was probably our least favorite stop.

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Devils Tower: Another fun stop that we got in just before dark… And with just enough gas to almost run out…

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Powell & Cody, WY: Spent the day in Wyoming seeing where Daryl spent 7 years growing up, it was so fun to see it all through his eyes. And we went to the famous Cody Nite Rodeo, a first for me and the kids!

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Yellowstone/Old Faithful: Nothing like seeing wild animals walk up right next to you.

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Grand Tetons: Umm WOW!

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Sandy, UT: Did our first real family hike in Utah with my family. I had no idea how beautiful Utah was, I think we were all smitten!

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Grand Canyon: We hiked about a mile down into the canyon, pretty sure we told the kids about a hundred times to make sure they stayed next to the rocks and AWAY from the edge! 🙂

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The Hoeft’s (Phoenix, AZ): We spent our last night on the road with friends from Granger who moved to AZ, it was so good for my soul to have that time with them and their family!

It was an absolutely amazing 6 days. I found myself feeling so grateful that we got to see and experience all the things we did. You really have no idea how amazing and beautiful the “West” is until you see it first hand! Here is what I would tell you…whatever you thought your next family vacation would be (the beach, another country, etc.) don’t do it until you have seen the west

Take the time and the money to see the west, it will be worth every hour in the car and every penny spent.

I mean it…cancel the beach trip you had planned…like right now!! Remember, this is coming from the girl who LOVES the beach!!

It really is a once in a lifetime trip and I am beyond grateful that our family was able to experience all that we did!

April 12, 2016 In Moving to Cali By Tammy McMullen

OH, CHANGE!

kids-young Change is an interesting and imminent word! Some love it and some hate it. I get that because when I look at pictures of my kids from this long ago I hate it, but when I think about the amazing young women and men they are growing up to be – I love it! For some people just hearing the word change sends them into cold sweats and makes them want to run for the hills. Then there is the other group that loves change, they find it exhilarating, they like it be right in the middle of it as much as possible and they crave the chaos that change can at times bring. Throughout my life I have seen people on both sides, and I am a true believer that living in either extreme just isn’t good for anyone.

I have seen how people deal with and react to change mostly in my job. When I am interviewing people, I talk to them about change because it is such a big part of working with a government run program. We talk about the fact you will just learn a new process and then it will change. At times, the change doesn’t seem to make any sense and may even cause more work. But often there is nothing you can do about it (at least for the time being). I ask them how they handle change. Does it make them cynical? Do they bad mouth the people who instituted the change? Do they jump in and get people all worked up about it? Or can they step back from it, think about it rationally (even if they don’t agree with it or it is going to make life a little harder) and embrace it?

I’m not really a fan of extremes, when it comes to how people deal with change or really anything in life for that matter! For the most part I think we do better living somewhere in the middle! I tell my kids all the time, can you eat foods that are unhealthy for you? Yes! Should you eat the whole bag of cookies, No! Is it ok every now and then to have a cookie or two, absolutely! I know that seems pretty simplistic, but I believe that most often in life it is the simple answer that we should look for!

Change in the workplace is one thing, but when it impacts our personal lives that is something completely different right? We want things to go smoothly in our personal life! Most of the time we work hard to get things set up the way we want them. We go to college, get a job, get married, buy a house, have 2 kids (a boy and a girl of course), find hobbies that we love, find a church and surround ourselves with people that we like and who for the most part believe like we do – and we just live! That’s the goal right? Once we have gotten there, life is what it should be right? But what happens when there is a change? What happens when that job falls apart and we have to find something else? What happens when a spouse decides that she really isn’t the one for him anymore? What happens when a friend changes their views on things and starts to pull away from you? Well, let’s be honest, that is change that we want to stomp our feet at and scream at the top of our lungs about. Change in policies at work, sure I can do that! But losing my job, my marriage, my best friend? Well that just sucks!

The reality is this: change in life is inevitable. It’s going to happen! Sometimes it will be change that we bring on ourselves and other times it will be something that happens to us. I have had many times in my life where change has happened to me! I didn’t want it, I didn’t like it and yes I may have stomped my feet like a 2 year old at times.

This time I am the one bringing on the change upon myself. We looked for it, sought it out and chose the path we’re now on. It just seemed like the right time to take that step. Does that make it easy for those in our life? Nope, not at all! I actually think it may make it harder! If we didn’t have a choice in it, then you can blame all of the emotions on someone/something else. But when all of the emotions come to the surface, there is no one to blame but us!

It has been a hard road at times with some of the people we love most in this world. There have been hurt feelings on both sides and many tears shed (at least by me)! The emotions may have been extreme in moments, but what I am thankful for is that none of us are willing to live there! We may have all stomped our feet in the beginning, but slowly we are beginning to embrace it. I am hoping that once family and friends come visit Southern California that they will actually be thankful that we moved there 🙂 I know that is simplistic, but here’s to hoping that the simple answer wins out in the end!

March 21, 2016 In Moving to Cali By Tammy McMullen

LET’S BE REAL

tammy-daryl-xmas There were a lot of conversations, thoughts and prayers that went into making the decision to move, and to have our family separated for close to 5 months. Daryl and I talked about what it would be like to be apart for that long. We talked through logistics, talked about those things that he HAD to be home for, talked about what needed to be done before he left and talked about how the kids would handle it. We even had several conversations about what it would mean for our relationship. How we would handle being apart, what we would need to do to stay connected and how we might feel when we came back together again for good. Even though I felt like we talked about everything we could think of, I don’t think any of it prepared us for some of the emotions we have experienced.

Leading up to Daryl leaving I was pretty emotional. As we walked around the house and he showed me all of the things I needed to know (you know those things I never cared about before, like how to turn the water off in the house, because I knew he had it covered) I just cried. Anytime anyone said goodbye to him I cried. As he packed up his stuff I cried. You get the point. I was pretty much an emotional wreck leading up to his departure. When the day came for him to leave, nothing changed. As he said goodbye to the kids, I cried (and felt incredibly sad for them). As he and his Dad pulled out of the driveway I cried. As I went through my day, I cried. When dinner time came that night, I cried. Through all of that he was the strong one. He kept telling me that he would see us in a few weeks, that we would talk or FaceTime whenever we wanted. He kept telling me “Don’t cry, it will all be ok.”

As the first and second week went by it got a little easier, but dinner time and Friday afternoons were still hard! Around 5pm every night I would find myself waiting for him to walk in the door from work, and when that didn’t happen I would get sad. It didn’t help that the kids were also pretty mopey during dinner time. After a couple of days, Ty said “It is so sad that Dad isn’t here for dinner with us every night, his chair seems so lonely.” That night he drew a person, cut it out and taped it to Daryl’s chair. Now Dad would be with us for dinner every night 🙂

Friday evenings were hard too. Friday night is normally family night in our house. A night where we are all huddled together after a long week. It was also a reminder that the weekend was here, a time that I used to look forward to, but now it just made me sad. We would talk or FaceTime with Daryl on Friday night and as I said goodbye I would get emotional. Again, Daryl would remind me that it was all going to be ok and that he would be home soon (soon to me means SOON, you know like a couple of hours or maybe even a day or 2. but over 3 weeks didn’t really count as soon in my book).

As the days went by things got easier. We got used to our new normal! We counted down the days until we got to go to Cali, and I cried less and less. I would still tell Daryl how much I missed him and how I wasn’t really a fan of doing life on my own. He would tell me that he missed me too, but he always stayed overly positive! To be honest, this started to irritate me. I didn’t feel like he was being real with me and I long for people in my life to be “real.” It started to make me feel like it didn’t really bother him that we were apart. It started to make me question things I don’t normally question. I thought all of that would go away as soon as we saw each other again, so I couldn’t wait for our trip to Cali at the end of January.

The trip was great, we had a fantastic time! It was amazing to be together again, but there were moments that just felt awkward! This was my husband, and awkward wasn’t a feeling I have had around him for a very long time. I didn’t like it, and I wasn’t ok with it! As I thought about it, I knew it was because we weren’t being real with each other. He was doing his best to stay positive and act like living apart was no big deal – so he could be strong for me (this all came out after me saying “I’m done with the overly positive attitude, just be real and tell me how you are feeling. I don’t want you to tell me that it will all be ok, I want you to tell me that this sucks!”) He heard me! And in hearing me the real truth came out!

Leading up to Daryl leaving, and really for the first month or so that he was gone, all I really thought about was how it was affecting the kids and I. I had this notion that he was loving life out there and that he really didn’t mind being alone most of the time. He is an introvert and likes to be home and by himself at times, so this was the perfect scenario for him, right? Nope, not really! What I have come to realize is that he is pretty lonely out there. I remember a friend telling me before Daryl left that I had to think about how he was going to feel being alone. After all, the kids and I would have each other and would continue to live life as normal. But he would be living a completely new life with nothing normal to hold onto.

I don’t think the loneliness really set in for him until the last month or so. We are so blessed to have my Aunt and Uncle out there, and Daryl lived with them for the first month and a half, which was a great thing for him on so many levels! He was given an opportunity to live closer to work in February, which meant 3 less hours a day for him the car. Obviously this was a no-brainer. But what we didn’t realize is how lonely he would feel in that environment. I know it would drive me CRAZY to be by myself every night. That would be torture for me, but I think he is feeling the same way.

To be honest, there is part of me that wishes he would have just continued to stay with my Aunt and Uncle! I know that doesn’t make sense given the driving he was doing, but he had people that were there, and could provide that level of support that we have here. I keep asking myself, “Did we make the right decision to live apart for 5 months?” My answer for my kids continues to be yes. But it also kills me to know that my other half is lonely! If you know my husband, could you do me a favor? Could you reach out to him, check in on him or just ask him how things are going? I know if it was me, the only thing that would get me through is hearing from my family and friends on a regular basis!

Thanks friends!

Don’t forget to love each other well! You never know where life is going to take you, so love those around you with all you have! My hope is that people in my life never have to guess how I feel about them, and that they will know that they are loved beyond measure! I hope the same for each and every one of you!

March 5, 2016 In Moving to Cali By Tammy McMullen

ARE YOU SURE GOD?

mariners-worship-center Moving across the country is an easy decision right? You apply for a job, you interview, the offer comes and as long as all the numbers add up and you know you can make it work. So it’s an easy “yes” right? After all, you were the one who started looking. You decided that you were ready for a change. You knew you wanted to be someplace warm. You knew that it would mean a move for your family. But an easy decision?? Not at all! Actually, it is one of the hardest decisions we have made!

I knew that this decision wasn’t just up to us. I knew that in order for us to make the best decision, God had to be apart of the equation. I will admit, I have had times in my life when I feel really close to God, and I have also had times where I feel pretty far away from Him. Even in those time where I felt far away, I have never questioned my beliefs. I know that God exists, I know that He wants to be a part of our lives, I know that He loves us and is for us and listens to us. But I get lazy sometimes, I let life get in the way and I stop praying on a regular basis. I made a commitment to myself last year that I would turn the radio off in my car every morning and I would pray. I have a pretty regular routine most mornings so I knew this would get me in the habit of praying again, and it did.

As the opportunity at Mariners started to fall into place, I found myself praying quite often. I really didn’t have any desire to move to Cali. It was too far away and way too expensive. I was pretty sure that there was no way that God was going to send us there. Again, He knew what was best for us, and we hadn’t even really discussed living in CA? As things got more real and it seemed that Cali was a viable option, I found myself feeling the need to pray at random times throughout the day. I remember waking up one night in the middle of night, and just felt God telling me to pray. I didn’t really know why I needed to pray, or for what, but that had never happened to me before. To be honest, I still don’t know exactly why I was woken up like that, but I learned that I needed to act on those nudges that I was getting.

Before Daryl and I made our trip to Cali in August to interview and check the area out, I felt God tell me to “Trust Him.” Don’t get me wrong, I didn’t hear an audible voice. He didn’t write that in the sky for me. As I was praying one day, those words just came to me and I knew it was God. Before this, I had only had one other time in my life when I felt God “talk” to me like that. Ok, I get it God – you are here and listening. You are asking me to trust you. Ok, makes sense, I get it. But again I really don’t want to move that far away. I actually asked God to close doors in Cali. Yep, I admit it, I did! If doors were closed, it would be an easy decision right? God didn’t do that though, he actually did the exact opposite.

We felt like every door we walked through while we were in Cali just felt right. I remember as we were driving around thinking, “Ok, maybe we could do this.” But again doubt crept in. I thought about our kids, I thought about our family and friends, I thought about how expensive it is, I thought about how hard it would be to pick our lives up and move here. I came back to, “I don’t really think I want to do this, this is scary…really scary!”

One day as Daryl was interviewing I decided to walk the campus at Mariners. As I walked, I prayed about how scared I was feeling. I had probably walked the same path about 4 times already, but all the sudden I found myself tripping over something, and literally fell into the bushes. I took a quick inventory. “Nope, no one was around to watch me make a fool out of myself,” so I continued on. The next time I came upon that spot, I slowed down my pace and my brain for just a couple of seconds to make sure it didn’t happen again, and these two words stirred in my soul: “Be Brave!”

At this point, there was no denying it. As much as I didn’t think this is what I wanted to do, I knew for a fact that this is what God was asking us to do. I tell my kids all the time to listen to God and follow His path for their lives. Could I really do the exact opposite, when I knew what God was asking us to do? I knew the answer was no. I knew I needed to trust him and be brave! To be honest, I still don’t know why God is calling us to Cali. I would love to think it is for the nice weather, ocean and palm trees. But I am pretty sure that isn’t the case 🙂 For now, I am just believing that His ways are better than mine, trying to remember that He loves my family more than I do, and letting my Faith Be Bigger Than My Fear!

March 2, 2016 In Moving to Cali By Tammy McMullen

Welcome to our journey

tammy-mcmullen-headshot Well hello there! Welcome to tammymcmullen.com, because I couldn’t come up with anything more clever…no really it’s the truth! For those of you that may not know me, I am just a little ole midwestern girl who’s lived all of her life in Indiana and is moving her family across the country to California. Yes, you read that right! I did say California!

But it is expensive to live there you know?

Yep, we are well aware – and no, you are not the first person to ask us that. More on that in another post!

I know it is a little strange to have a welcome post that isn’t the first post – but it will all make sense here in a bit.

Why start a blog? Do people even read blogs anymore? Maybe…maybe not, but to be honest I am perfectly fine if only my husband and a few close friends stay tuned. The reason for this blog is to have a place to document our journey. My goal is to be completely honest! To write about the good, the bad and the ugly when it comes to moving your family across the country. If I am being completely honest, I also think it may be therapeutic for me (but shhh don’t tell anyone)!

Why 2 previous posts before this one? Well, as I was praying last week the idea hit me… …wouldn’t it be great to document this move?

After coming home and telling my husband (who just happened to be home for the week) here we are! The thing is, we had already posted about our decision to move to Cali back in January on my husbands blog, and I had posted on Facebook about how much I was missing him just a couple of weeks ago. Those posts are all part of our story and I wanted to keep the appropriate dates on them so that when we look back at this, I can remember how I was feeling when.

So here it is: Post #1 that is really post #3 🙂

If you don’t know anything about our story, go back and read the first post and you will be all caught up!

It’s going to be some journey for the 5 of us! Only a little more than 3 months until we call Cali home (or at least the place we will be living)!

I hope you stay tuned, but if you don’t well that’s ok too!

I may just shed an extra tear here or there 🙂

February 15, 2016 In Moving to Cali By Tammy McMullen

5 Things That I Miss!

It has been almost 6 weeks since Daryl McMullen and I have been doing this living apart thing! In some moments it feels like the time as flown by and in others it feels like forever! I can say one thing for sure…it isn’t fun! I know there are people out there who do it everyday, who have been doing it for all of their marriage or wish they could live apart (I really wish this wasn’t true for anyone). Daryl and I have never lived apart since we have been married and one of the things I learned growing up was that my husband would be home for dinner almost every night and would be a huge part of my kids lives. I picked the right guy because that has been our life for the past 16 1/2 years.

When we made this decision to move and have Daryl go before us, we made it together. We knew it would be hard. We knew we would miss each other. We knew the kids would miss their Dad and having a normal family life. Could we have chosen for all of us to go together…yes we probably could of, but we felt it was best for the kids and our sanity to wait for all of us to go till the end of the school year! Have I regretted that decision? For the kids, absolutely NOT. We made right decision for them. For me, if I am being selfish I wish we would have all gone in January. But, life isn’t about me and I would make the decision we did again!

With all that being said, I miss my husband like crazy! Some days I get all mopey about it, but most days I just go through life like normal. I guess it is a good thing I miss him, I wouldn’t want to be in marriage where I was glad he was gone. So what do I mis the most? Many, many things, but here are my top 5:

Not having him here every night to talk to- For the last 16 years he has been home just about every night for dinner and we have had the evening to talk about our day, the kids, our schedule, what is happening on FB (your know the really important things :)), etc!
The SEX- yep I said it! And yes it does rank as #2 with it being pretty close to #1. Nothing more to say about that except I am REALLY looking forward to seeing him again and I wouldn’t want to be in marriage where I didn’t miss this!
Watching him be a Dad to the kids- Overall the kids are doing pretty well not having their Dad here day in and out but you can tell there is a part of them missing! When we were in CA they couldn’t get enough of him- they were pretty much attached to his hip the whole time we were there.
The hugs, kisses, hand holding, slaps on the butt, and so many other things. One of my love languages is physical touch so I miss this A LOT! I miss sitting at the dinner table and having his hand on my leg, I miss the butt slaps as I brush my teeth at night, I miss him wrapping me up in his arms and it feeling like everything else in the world doesn’t matter!
Being together all weekend long. To be honest I do pretty well all week long, the days go by fast and since I am the only one to do all the evening activities the night is gone before I know it. But the weekends just suck! Come Friday night, I find myself getting sad! We used to spend our whole weekend together. From traveling to Chicago, Indy, or elsewhere for a sport, to going to church, to making a big breakfast, to family movie night…we did it all together!

What I am glad for today? 4 more sleeps till we have him home with us for 10 days! I. Can’t. Wait!

December 29, 2015 In Moving to Cali By Tammy McMullen

The Adventure Begins

THE NEWS

A few years ago, Tammy and I began talking about the future, and started asking questions like:

Where do we see ourselves in 5 years? 10 years?
Do we want to stay in this climate or find a warmer place to live?
Did we see ourselves doing the same thing for the next 10 years?

After talking, then going back to living life, then talking again several times, we finally determined that we were both on the same page.

We were both ready for a change.

So early this year we began the process of putting out feelers, asking around and keeping our ears to the ground. Applications were filled out and interviews had. But nothing seemed to be standing out as the summer set in.

Then an opportunity came up that seemed a little far fetched. A friend of a friend said there was a church in California looking for someone to lead the charge on their new digital strategy – including the impending launch of a brand new website.

So talks began. There were phone interviews, and then there was a trip to California to see what it was all about. Then more phone conversations. Then an official offer.

tammy-daryl-cali-summer Which we accepted.

Truth be told, California wasn’t even on our radar. We were looking to move somewhere warm, but assumed it would be the Southeast: Florida, South Carolina, North Carolina, etc

But it’s strange how things work when you open yourself up to change and are willing to let God guide you through the process, and guide He did. We’ve been in constant prayer through it all – asking God to close doors if this wasn’t where He wanted us. But the closed door never came. In fact, around every corner there seemed to be a reassurance that we were headed in the right direction and that this was the plan He had for our family!

THE DETAILS

In October, we told the team at Granger Community Church that we had accepted the position at Mariners Church in Irvine, CA.

This fall Daryl made a few trips to Mariners to help them prepare for, and launch their new website. He’s been home for the holidays and will be moving to California the first week of January.

Tammy and the kids will stay here so the kids can finish out the school year and then the whole family will make the move to Cali in June. There will be some trips home between now and then. Tammy and the kids will be making a trip out in January so the kids can see California before actually moving there.

THE EMOTIONS

This has been the hardest part, hands down!

Tammy and I began attending GCC back in 1997 – when it was just a little box that saw 6 services come and go each weekend. Attending the church led to strengthened spiritual lives, friendships, volunteer teams and eventually a full time job for Daryl. We fell in love with GCC and will always have a place in our hearts for the ministry that exists here. We wish the church much success and know that many lives will be impacted because of its ongoing presence in Michiana.

Daryl would tell you he found his dream job when he was hired at the church. And for nearly 10 years he got up and looked forward to going to work. His team changed over the years, but the relationships formed were for a lifetime. We understand that the staff culture and level of excellence at GCC is nothing short of amazing.

We also knew when we made this decision that it would mean leaving behind family and friends. Both of our parents live close by and Tammy’s brother and his family are within a couple of hours. One of the great things about being so close to family is that you can spend holidays, birthdays and any other time in-between with them. They can come to the kids sporting events, plays, choir concerts, etc. Those are things we don’t take for granted! We know how important that stuff is to our kids.

Do you have friends in your life that are like family? You know, those people that if you could choose your family you would choose them? We do! These are people that we have raised our babies with. We have experienced mountain top highs and heart breaking lows together. We have spent holidays and vacations together. We have traditions. We came up with a group name that we can yell and the kids know we are calling all of them. We have done life with these people for 15+ years! These people aren’t just our friends, they are our family.

We also have many other friends in our lives that mean a great deal to us. People that you absolutely love hanging out with, people that you trust your kids with, people that you have spent countless hours with on the soccer field, baseball field or ice rink. People that you know will help you out when you’re in a bind. And you would do the same for them. We don’t take any of these friendships for granted, we know how special they each are and we feel very blessed to call them friends!

It’s for every reason listed above that made our decision to pick our family up and move to CA one the hardest, most emotional decisions we’ve had to make. Many tears have been shed, and we know there will be more to come! Is there joy and excitement? Absolutely! But there is also a deep sadness for us and our kids!

We are trusting God and leaning into His will now more than ever. We are allowing our faith to be bigger than our fear! This is a HUGE step for our whole family, and the one thing we would ask of you is to pray for us. Pray that we all survive our family being in 2 places for the next 6 months without too many scars. Pray for the kids, that there friendships here will remain and that there will be new friends in CA waiting just for them. Pray for all the logistics here and there as we prepare to sell our house, and find one there. Pray that we will finish strong and love well here.

We are excited for what God has in store for us. We are looking forward to the warm weather, sunny skies and the abundance of things to do in CA. We are on an adventure of a lifetime and as long as the 5 of us are together with God by our side we know it will all be good in the end.

Our prayer for each and every one of you as you enter 2016 is that you let your faith be bigger than your fear! Step out and take some risks. Do that one thing that you have always dreamed of. Now is the time, today is your day! Tomorrow isn’t guaranteed. Live without regrets and trust in God with all you have!

Love,

Tammy & Daryl